Summer is here. BIG DEAL.

What's summer if not the TIME to do what you always wanted to do, right? But I just can't find something I want to do. Wait, that's not it. I want to do something, I just can't get up and go get it. 

I want to go to some cool place and take pictures. I want to be with my friends and have fun. I want to go to the malls and see gorgeous things that I would love to buy.

My summer isn't a complete flop. I would still get to go somewhere, albeit in a place where I go almost every weekend, my cousin is celebrating her birthday in Tagaytay and after that, hopefully, I could go to Baguio, and then straight to our province. ;)

I really can't wait for the enrollment. It's the time where all rumors of reshuffling will end. I just hope it's just that. RUMORS. Please let them be rumors.

I can't seem to sleep at night, I don't know why. The pillows maybe? or the bed? I spend hours just trying to get comfortable. I try to clear my head of buzzing noises and crappy memories and fantasies I know will never come to life. When I am finally starting to doze off, I notice the clock, usually telling me it's 4 am. Then I wake up at 3 pm to follow a boring routine.

wakeup.eat.sit.watchtv.eat.sleep.eat.watchtv.surftheweb.watchtv.sleep.

How horribly bland. Good thing I can still go out but the stupid bombing at Glorietta made my mother nervous and banned me from going to malls, for the time being.

October 31 tomorrow. Last day of the month. 24 days til my birthday. *excited*

I wish classes would start. My life is boring.